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Winter is in Full Swing!

Wed, 02 Dec 2009 02:11:53 GMT

Winter in Colorado: don't go out without at least two jackets, gloves, a hat and boots, and of course all of the other necessary layers! It's that time of year for brushing scraping the car and letting it heat up at least 15 minutes before going anywhere, shoveling the snow (I'm so glad Shane is excited about this chore!), singing Christmas carols, shopping and eating delicious festive treats, family arriving for Christmas, school plays, finals (hurray!), and so on. The kiddos have been waiting and waiting for some more snow! They love it! I feel sometimes like it's so much work to bundle up and go out only for a few minutes... to come in freezing with snow in every wrong place making you absolutely freezing! But I remember my parents happily bundling me up as a child so I could go play, so I'm doing the same for the kiddos:) Occasionally I may even have some hot chocolate and a fire going to greet them when they come in after 15 minutes of snow-man-building and snow-ball-throwing;)

While talking on the phone with one of my sisters back in Texas, she mentioned that my home and life in Colorado reminded her of a Thomas Kinkade portrait... cozy, warm, fire coming out of the chimney, a light on in the front window... I that was so sweet! I never really thought of it that way, but I do believe it's true. The Lord has blessed Jerry and I so much, not to mention having a beautiful home with a view of Pikes Peak right out the front yard. I'm so grateful my husband is here this Christmas too... being in Oahu last year with my folks was a blast but I missed Jerry so much! I really have so many things to be thankful for ...

I thought I'd include a quick forecast for the week... it's likely to change, but this is what it said tonight... Good night and sweet dreams to you all... ~Erin

Life at the Roland's Once Again!

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 23:55:10 GMT

Hi! Rather than boring you with writing too much, I’ve decided to post mostly pictures. But those of you who know me well know that I have to write something… here are some highlights: Shane, Katie Jo, and David Scott all started going to a Christian School back in August (they're doing great and loving it!)... I began another semester of school working towards my lasting-forever-bachelors-degree... Jerry finished his job as the Rear Detachment Commander a week or so back and is back on battalion staff… It has been a very long 8 months since Jerry took over the rear detachment. He was gone so much, and so many times our lives were put on hold as he got phone calls every hour of every day demanding his immediate command and attention (Part of me is quite thankful he has a government cell phone: we don’t have to pay for it! The other part of me wishes no body has access to him whenever they want!) I have seen Jerry embrace challenges and responsibility with the vigor and vitality of more than a dozen men put together. I’m so proud of him for handling things the way he has back here in re-establishing command and getting the soldiers back under control, not to mention helping me with raising the kiddos and being my husband! I always thought of him as a leader of men in the Army, but I’m realizing that the gifts God has given him don’t have to be limited to using them in the Army. He can use them where ever the Lord sends us next, and what ever job the Lord places him in. We also find that we're constantly on our knees seeking the Lord's guidance, direction, and wisdom as our time in the Army is drawing to a close and thoughts of a new place to live, new jobs, and a new life are constantly on our minds.

Jerry and I continually learn more about being parents and raising children every day! It’s hard to believe our little “insta-family” will be leaving next month. My poor siblings! They're our little guinea pigs... you'll have to ask them how we're doing... then again, maybe you shouldn't! Hah! We have had many new fun experiences, i.e. going to parent/teacher conferences… being on the paying end of getting a babysitter, etc. I wouldn't trade the last few months and everything we have learned, as ultimately they have brought Jerry and I closer together. Each of the kids have brought so many laughs, giggles, and new perspectives on life. I have been so used to it being just Jerry and I for 4 years and I didn’t realize how much time and energy go into raising children. (Hats off to all of you moms out there! I realize I’m in a unique situation in that most moms don’t get the opportunity to “practice” raising kids before the Lord blesses them with one. So the Lord must have known I would need help before my turn came. Shocking!) Being an instant Mom, I have found myself giggling hysterically at times enjoying the funny and amazing things kids do and say; how their minds work and how they comprehend things, and so on. To share in some of the things I’ve learned and now understand better about children, not to mention how different they all are, I’ve decided to recap a conversation with each of them. So, here is a how a conversation might go on any given day:

Shane: (on our way to school) Hey Erin, what is your favorite airplane?

Erin (involved in her own thoughts and list of activities for the day): Airplane? I have no idea. (Silence) Why?

Shane: Oh, I was just wondering.

Erin: (Silence. Thinking: Where does he come up with these things? Silence.) What is your favorite airplane Shane?

Shane: Well, I like the such-and-such, because it is this many feet long and holds this many people, and carries this much fuel, and can stay in the air for this long, and it is this many years old………….)

Erin: Oh, that’s pretty neat. Thank you for telling me.

Two minutes later…

Shane: (seeing prong-horned antelope in a herd on the side of the road) What do you know about prong-horned antelope?

Erin: Uh-huh

Shane: No, I asked you a question.

Erin: You did? What were you asking?

What I’ve learned about my little brother Shane: Shane Boy loves to talk and learn new things! He just wants someone to listen to him and be interested in what he’s interested in. He is so precious when it comes to just wanting to visit with me or ask questions. I think one of his love languages is quality time! At a moment when I might be stressed or frustrated, he’s always there to give me a pat on the back and tell me I smell pretty and offer to help with whatever I’m doing. If he hears the dryer beep, he’s right in there folding the clothes… without being asked! I appreciate so much his responsibility level and for all of the help and happiness he has added to our lives!

Erin: (6:00 at night) All right kiddos! Time to go get your clothes out for school tomorrow!

Katie Jo: I already did that an hour ago. They are on the floor in front of my dresser! Shane and Scott, you need to go get yours out like Erin said, and don’t mess up your drawers looking for clean socks… and don’t forget clean underwear!

Erin: Thank you Katie, I’ve got that part under control. And thank you so much for thinking ahead and getting yours out early. Why don’t you make sure you have your homework done.

Katie Jo: I already did that too. And I know my Bible verse for Friday’s test (it’s Monday). Do you want to hear? Shane, do you know yours yet? (Shane: No Katie, it’s only Monday… I have 3 more days to learn it…)

Erin: Wow! That’s great Jo. Sure, tell me your verse…

Katie Jo: Can I call Mom and Dad and tell them?

Erin: Sure!

Katie Jo: (after 20 minutes on the phone) Since I’m done with everything, can I help make dinner?

What I’ve learned about Katie Jo: Katie Jo is capable, organized and efficient! Trying to keep her busy and not bossy to her brothers has kept ME busy! I feel like sometimes she’s two steps ahead of me. I appreciate so much her willingness to help and her sweet smile. What 8-year old do you know can make macaroni and cheese all by herself for her and her brothers?! I very seldom have to have her repeat tasks; she gets them done and is quite orderly. She can definitely be a sweet little “Katie Joy!”

David Scott: (on the way to the grocery store I hear a little voice from the back seat) Erin… how do you “thay” K…I…A…?

Erin: It’s pronounced Keeah. Where did you see that written?

Scott: On the back of that little blue car over there.

Erin: Oh! Good for noticing. Yes, it’s a kind of little car.

Scott: (still trying to talk and carry on a conversation with just me before the other two start talking again…) How do you “thay” S…E…R…C…O…?

Erin: You say it serco. Where did you see that?

Scott: Oh, on the side of that building over there.

Erin: (I drive this route every day and never really paid attention. Hmmm.) Good for you for reading the signs Scott! That is how you learn to read and understand things. Feel free to ask me any questions like that if you don’t know what they are or how to pronounce something…

What I’ve learned about David Scott: David Scott’s mind is like a little sponge! He hears and sees so many things and has a desire to learn. He is great with Legos and can build just about anything. He is so cuddly and loves to curl up in my lap when we watch a movie. He always says, “Yes, Ma’am” when I ask him to do something and his giggle is quite contagious. What a sweet blonde-headed little boy!

Life is never dull and these kids keep me on my toes! I will always remember these 7 special months when they came to live with Jerry and I… What fun memories…

Sigh… so how was that for “not writing too much and posting mostly pictures?” Well, in the world of Erin, probably not bad! Hah! For those of you that actually made it this far, here are the pictures finally…

~Jerry and Erin

While Mom was here for a quick visit a couple months ago, Jerry and I took off on a date night!

These were taken this past summer before mom started her chemo. It was so nice to have her and NellieMae for a visit!

In July, Travis came up for a conference in Manitou Springs. He was sweet enough to spend some time with his big brother and sis-in-law, as well as the Giese kids!

The two brothers... I love seeing them together:)

For the 4th of July, Fort Carson had a family day so I took the kids to play. This is one I snapped of Scott...

And one of Katie Jo...

And one of Shane Boy...

Alyssa Webb also brought her siblings over to join us. The kids had a great time playing together!

This past summer I was able to watch my husband achieve one of his life-long goals: becoming a Private Pilot! This is him with his instructor the day he received his license! Way to go BABE!

A day or two later, Jerry took me up! Boy was that a fun hour-and-a-half trip! I never thought I'd see the Royal Gorge from the air, but there I was:) If you look closely, you can see the bridge.

I love so much watching my husband fly! He is so good at it and is in such command. I would be scared to death, but he LOVES it!

Us, after a safe landing... not that I didn't think we'd have one, but jeepers! I forgot how scarry... and...thin...and...small... a Cessan is. The last time I was in one, I was in a car seat in the back of my Dad's plane!

This was the last day Travis was with us and also Scott's 6th Birthday, so Jerry took both boys up! I think they had a great time:)

David Scott turned 6!!!

Talking to Mom on Skype wishing her a Happy Birthday on the 20th!

Betcha can't guess what we did for Shane's Birthday... Yep, here we are again on a night flight with the boys (Katie was in Dallas with Mom for a quick visit) on Shane's 11th Birthday. I think the fact that Scott is sleeping is a great indicator of the type of pilot Jerry is...

I don't remember where we were here, but I thought it was cute picture of my Babes and I.

Shaner on his Birthday.

Dad came for a quick visit and here he is with the boys... I'm sure they're looking at airplanes on Dad's laptop or something.

One afternoon Dad and the boys and I went to Cheyenne Mountain State Park for a picnic. It was a lovely day... I was sad Jerry had to work.

One day this past summer we all went to the airplane museum in Pueblo. Jerry now has us all living and breathing airplanes!

He was meant to fly... I enjoy watching him soak up everything there is to know about planes.

In August and September, we welcomed home the Battalion from Iraq! Over the course of 10 Welcome Home Ceremonies at all hours of the day and night, I got to laugh and cry with all of my friends as they greeted their Soldiers! What an emotional 3 weeks. I'm so thankful they are all home safe and sound! Here are some snapshots of the millions I took of a few of my friends...

Shortly after arriving back to the states, the battalion held a ceremony for the recipients of the Bronze Star. Yes, my husband was one of them! I was so proud of him and thankful I was able to attend the ceremony... here are some shots of the event...

It was a rather blustery day... Gotta love the hair:)

Apple Picking Day! Mom came to see us again between chemo treatments and felt up to going out... after some research, we found an apple orchard and went and picked 25 pounds of apples! We were eating pie, applesauce, and fresh apples for days. Here are some pictures of the beautiful afternoon...

Another apple picker recruited Jerry and Scott to get a juicy one at the top of a tree....

I thought this was too cute...

Our First Snow!!! The kids were thrilled! Having lived on an Island the last year and a half, the kids had no winter clothes... poor Mom and Dad dropped some bucks on clothes and jackets to accommodate the drastic climate change from Guam to Colorado.

I was hoping you could see the snow in the background... oh well. We were having fun!

The next day, the kids went to school and it was all melted by the time they got home. They were so sad:( Katie Jo and Scott found a few remnants and made a little "Snow Family." They were having a ball!

This picture makes me laugh! On Veteran's Day, the kids and Jerry had off (I still had to go to school - bummer!) so we went to the state park (when I got home) to go on a hike since it was such a beautiful day. I somehow forgot to bring the camera on our hike... but yep... my highly developed brain remembered to pull it out at the car wash! They were giving free car washes to Vets, so we stopped by to take advantage!

Well, that's all for now. I have about 20-25 to upload from the kids first day of school back in August, so I'll post those next. Thank you for checking back and reading my newsy blog!

An Update on Life at the Roland's!

Wed, 24 Jun 2009 21:24:36 GMT

Hi Folks... I have had this entry written for quite a while... sorry I'm just now to getting it published. But here ya go...

I'm having a hard time grasping the fact that it's already June! So many things have happened since the last post, so I'll take a moment to recap the goings on...

Right after the last post (Good Friday to be exact) Jerry got a call at 0245 informing him that there were soldier issues up at work that he needed to deal with. After getting dressed and heading in to work, he got a call from forward that the battalion had suffered a great loss in Iraq just a few hours before. One of platoons that was out on patrol that day had been hit by a suicide bomber. Reports confirmed that the suicide bomber was actually aiming at a military police station and that the soldiers were merely caught up in the action. A dump truck loaded with thousands of pounds of explosives was detonated and five American soldiers, husbands, daddy's, sons, and brothers lost their lives while fighting to maintain our freedom. When I first heard the news, I had no idea the chain of events that would be set into motion when dealing with this many deaths at one time. The whole battalion was struggling with the losses as it came as a shock to everyone. As the battalion's rear detachment commander, Jerry, along with other Army personnel and volunteers, spent countless hours with the families as they dealt with the news of the loss of their loved one. I went to work with Jerry the next two days to help out with anything I could. I felt like I needed to be strong for everyone as the commander's wife, but when we got home that first night after midnight, Jerry held me and the tears started to flow. I felt so selfish thinking it, but I was just so thankful that my husband was home and safe. I don't know what I would have done had I been one of those wives who answered the door that day to a uniformed Soldier informing me that my husband died a hero...

After a few days, funerals were scheduled and soldiers from the rear detachment were sent to each of them. We had the post wide memorial service for all five soldiers about 8 weeks ago and again, I couldn't hold back the tears. Watching my friends, those young mamas stand there husband-less, with their young children who had no understanding of what was going on... watching sisters and brothers of other soldiers weep over the loss of their big brother... watching loving mothers sob uncontrollably knowing that they would never see their son again... it was almost too much to bear. I don't know how they do it. Please continue to pray for each of the family members of the soldiers that died that day. The rippling effects of the loss of their lives are still being felt today.

Moving on... while dealing with this loss to our battalion, we found out that my mom was re-diagnosed with breast cancer. Many of you already know this but for those that don't, she had breast cancer 13 years ago and it has come back. The medical care available on the island where they live is not all that extensive, so she and Dad decided to have further testing and treatment done stateside. While she was in the states visiting her parents in Dallas, she had more tests done and set up numerous appointments with multiple doctors. I flew down to be with her for some of them and was so glad to see her. I knew she was going to be fine, but I was anxious to give my mama a hug! She was given permission by her doctors to be able to go back out to the island for a week or two so she could wrap up the school year with the kids and pack up and prepare for treatment and chemo back in the states. C.J. finished his semester at the University of Guam and when the family arrived in the states, they had a high-school graduation and 18th birthday party for him. After prayerfully considering where to live during Mom's treatment, the family set up a temporary residence at my grandparent’s home in Dallas.

Mom successfully had her surgery on May 20th so thank you to all of you who prayed her through that. I was able to fly down for the week and be there while she was in the hospital. I was doing fine until I saw her come out of surgery... something about all of the tubes and oxygen hooked up to her made the tears flow. I was 12 when she went through surgery the first time and I don't really remember that much. But like I said, she did great and has had a good recovery so far. She went to a follow up appointment the other day and received good reports! One fabulous piece of news is that her tumor was .5 centimeter short of her having to have radiation after chemo... we are all thanking the Lord for that! She received her first round of chemo yesterday, so please be in prayer as she begins that long journey.

In order to help out my folks some, Jerry and I have taken my three younger siblings for the summer:) Several days after Mom's surgery, I flew back to Colorado with them (and all 13 of our bags!) and they are set up to stay with us for several months. Our days have been full but fun and I'm learning so much about parenting! My mom keeps reminding me that most people get kids one at a time and they start out small... Jerry and I are getting them at 10, 8, and 5! We are all adjusting to being together and getting settled into somewhat of a routine. I keep reminding myself too that these kids have been through so much and are really doing fabulous in a new home and environment without their parents:) Jerry and I love them so much and are glad that we are able to help out. I could not do this without my hubby... he has been so supportive every step of the way and I love and appreciate so much his willingness to do this with me!

Speaking of my Precious... we just celebrated our 4th anniversary on May 28th! It's hard to believe it's already been four years... it seems as it has gone by so fast. With 4 moves, 2 deployments to Iraq, multiple weeks in the field training the last several years, and career progression related job changes, I guess it's easy to pass the time quickly. I just want to say though, that in the midst of our busy and crazy army life, the last four years have been incredible! I am so thankful for the man that I married and for the life we have made together. He seems to have a way about him, with his adorable smile, contagious laugh, and big "Jer-Bear hugs" (as my family has affectionately dubbed them:) that makes me love my life and look forward to every day with him! He is a man of God, a leader, a provider and protector. He is so sensitive to my needs and takes my wants and desires into consideration without fail. I thank Jesus for him and don’t take for granted the extra time we have been given while the rest of the battalion has been deployed. Thank you Darlin for your love and complete devotion to me, and me alone. Happy Anniversary! I love you forever!

Without boring any of you any further, here are some pictures of Jerry and I with the kids over the last couple days… hopefully I’ll get better about making regular updates…

With love to you all, Jerry & Erin

While the kids are here, we've set up the basement with their beds, dressers, sofa, entertainment center, etc. Also in the basement is all of Jerry's Army stuff... the kids found it one afternoon and decided to get all dressed up "like Jerry."

The kids love playing X-Box with Jerry too... when he comes home from work they occasionally gather in the living room and race Jerry on one of his racing games.

Katie Jo watching... waiting for her turn to race the Jer-Bear:)

One of the kids took this one of us on our 4th Anniversary (lovely view of the trash can:) just before we ate some delicious cake...

It was a delicious oreo-cookie cake from Baskin Robbins 31!

Helping Jerry change the license plates on the car...

Helping Jerry mow the grass and clean the mower...

Helping Jerry fix the sprinkler system on the side of the house...

Me and the kids out for a walk in the park one Sunday after church...

Jerry playing with the kids at the park...

The kids playing with the roundy-thingy at the park...

Scottie on the climby bars... too cute!

After the park we were going to go home and roast marshmallows in the fire-pit but because of the rain that we didn't see coming, we couldn't follow through... so to make our disappointed kiddos happy again, Jerry took us to Dairy Queen to get blizzards!

One evening we went to a Sky Sox game in the Springs... I love minor league games because you get to sit up so close!

The kids enjoying some cotton candy Jerry got for them... we had a great time and it was actually quite cool out too... oh, and our team won... yeah!

The kids brought a little school with them to work on through the summer and Scott finished his reading book... we were so proud of him that we had to celebrate! It was actually really special too since he got to read to Mom via the Skype Cam (she's in Dallas) so she could see him and celebrate as he read his last lesson!

On another beautiful afternoon we decided to drive up in to the mountains and do some trout fly-fishing... Jerry caught several and the kids had fun bringing them in...

Here is one Shane brought in...

Here is one of their beautiful rainbow trout!

I guess that's all for the moment... my mom actually just came to visit us for a couple days last week so I will post those pictures as soon as I have them down-loaded! It was so good to see her and we had a great visit!

Our New Puppy: RUGER!

Thu, 09 Apr 2009 18:53:18 GMT

Good Afternoon to all of my blog readers! Thank you for checking back to see what's happening in our part of the world...

Life is going great and Jerry and I are finally settling back into a routine. It is so wonderful to be able to SEE Jerry every day and not just TALK to him! His days at work have been quite long as he has established command of the Rear Detachment. He was always working 7 days a week when he was forward, so not much has changed there as undoubtedly there are people that need him on the weekends here too. But the great thing is that I usually jump in the truck and go with him when he has to go to the office during his "off hours." He has a government cell phone that stays glued to his hip 24/7 and it goes off all the time. I'm getting used to it though... I realize now that after being an Army wife for nearly 4 years, I have joint custody of my husband with the United States Army:) I just look so forward to watching my husband walk through the door every evening even if it is late... it's hard to put into words how amazing that really is. I am just so thankful that he's home... sometimes it's still hard to believe that he's staying.

In my last blog, I forgot to mention that on the drive back to Colorado from Texas, Jerry and I made a stop at my grandparent's house in Dallas! We called when we were on our way and they had warm coffee and dinner waiting for us. It was so good to see them again and tell them the news that Jerry didn't have to go back. They, like the rest of us, were so thankful! Many folks always ask how they are so I thought I'd post a couple pictures... Don't they look great?!

Shortly after getting back, Jerry and I were hailed (welcomed) at a dinner as the incoming Rear Detachment Commander and Spouse. We enjoyed a fun dinner with lots of wives (since all of the husband's are deployed:(

Back around the first part of February, our BIG doggie Jake died. It was a tragic story but I know that all things work out for good, and if nothing else it was a good lesson for all involved. We had family looking after him for us and through a series of events, the dog was taken off of his run, and with his I’m-free-come-and-catch-me nature, he saw a gate that was left open and ran through it. A few moments later, a truck came racing down the street and Jake was hit. I was just heartbroken when I got the call, but was quite thankful that none of the children were hurt… sadly, they all saw it happen. It was the hardest thing ever calling Jerry to tell him the news… Anyway, that being in the past, when Jerry got home and we got the news that he was going to stay, we decided to look into getting another dog. This time we wanted something younger (we adopted Jake from the humane society when he was a little over 1) so we could train him and abate any bad habits the dog might develop early on. After checking the paper, craigslist.com, the internet, and the humane society, we found us a little puppy! Meet RUGER, our little chocolate lab:

He was 8 weeks old and 18 pounds when we got him and he has already grown quite a bit since these pictures. He developed kennel cough pretty bad while he was at the humane society, so we took him to the doctor shortly after bringing him home. After antibiotics and some cough medicine for doggies, he's got his personality back! He stays inside and is (thankfully!) doing quite well with the potty training. When a friend up at the office heard about our new addition, she brought over a huge basket of goodies for Ruger, full of puppy treats and toys! Ruger was in heaven! Thank you Brandi!

Well, I guess that's all for now.... I really need to be working on school. We had a bad blizzard blow through a little over a week ago and I took some pictures so I'll post those soon. I hope all of you have a wonderful Easter weekend! Thank you for checking back! Love and hugs to all, J & E

JERRY IS HOME TO STAY!

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 20:50:57 GMT

Thank you all for checking back! Yes, it is true, my Soldier is home to stay! I can hardly believe it. Tuesday of this week was the 15 day mark for us, indicating that had Jerry only been able to come home for the original R&R, he would have already boarded a plane to head back for Iraq to serve the remaining 5+ months of his tour. Instead, the Lord has blessed us incredibly and answered a prayer of mine in allowing Jerry to not have to re-deploy to Iraq for this rotation. Thank you Jesus!

On March 4th at approximately 0500, I was sleeping soundly in my room out in Guam. The plan was for me to stay out there until around March 10 when I would head back to Texas to begin making preparations for Jerry's return, work ahead on school, take exams, etc. Jerry was scheduled to fly to Texas (DFW Airport) for R&R (a total of 15 days of leave) around the latter part of March and I was going to pick him up in Dallas, then drive back to Houston, get all of our things and we were going to drive back to Colorado together. It was going to be a whirlwind of activity but we were BOTH looking forward to it! I was counting the days and minutes!

But like I said, everything changed on that Wednesday morning. I got a call from a number that popped up on my caller ID as a Colorado number and I answered it with great trepidation thinking that something was wrong. I wasn't sure who it was calling at that hour, but come to find out it was a very stressed and tired sounding JERRY! After the usual "Hi! How are You?" he got right down to why he called. He says, "Are you awake?" I respond, "Yes, of course!" Then he says, "No, are you really awake?" Slightly puzzled, I said, "Yes, Babe, I'm awake!" Then a third time, "Because I really need you to be awake so I can talk to you." First annoyed, then frustrated, then scared, I responded a little frightened, "What's wrong?" (With the 7 hour time difference between Guam and Iraq I was known to drift slowly to sleep while talking to Jerry in the early morning hours... his voice was always so calming and reassuring...I know, I know! I was terrible! Anyway... now you know why he asked so many times!) He says to me, "You need to get on a plane TODAY and head back to Texas. Due to circumstances beyond my control, I'm taking leave sooner. That is all I can tell you right now." I was shocked. I was scared like I said, wondering what was going on... Jerry never talked like this and I could tell something was wrong. After reassuring me that everything was ok he said he needed to go.

So, I got out of bed and started packing. I began throwing things together, all the while trying not to cry or worry wondering what in the world was going on. Why the sudden change? Why couldn't he tell me what was going on? Why the rush? An hour or so later my family started to surface and gathered for their usual morning Bible study and wisdom search. I was already showered and ready for the day at this point, my room in complete disarray still, and I went out to talk to my dad about what was going on. He too was concerned and went to get on the computer to see if there were any flights available for me to fly out that afternoon. God had his hand in everything the whole step of the way. Dad had already been looking at the loads for me for the following week when I was going to fly out and even 8-9 days out they were filling up fast... like 1-2 seats left on some flights and in some cases already oversold. However, when he checked that morning, there were seats on ALL THREE planes and all at the right times for me to make the connects!!! Just amazing. The Lord knew... it all caught me completely off guard, but He had his hand in everything.

The next few hours were quite busy and I don't remember much. It took everyone to get me packed and ready. I had been living out there nearly 3 months and to try and pack all of my school, clothes, etc. was quite an event. Dad and Mom listed me for flights, others did my laundry and packed things in my bags and the little ones brought me cards and letters to pack up and give to Jerry. There were quite a few tears, especially from me... I felt like my world had turned upside down and I was quite scattered. But the Lord and my family helped keep me in check and within 2 hours, I was heading to the airport to board a plane to go meet Jerry! As excited as I was, I was praying constantly for Jerry still not knowing what was going on and trying not to worry and cry too much. At the same time, I was sad to be leaving my family so abruptly. I like having a plan and everything mapped out in my mind, and this was not how I envisioned everything. I just hoped and prayed that Jerry was ok.

So as not to write a long novel (hah!) I'll just sum up what happened next: I arrived in Texas and stayed at the Roland's a couple days waiting for Jerry to arrive. He was able to fly right to Houston which was great, and I picked him up on Sunday evening, March 8th in baggage claim. As I saw him come off that escalator it was all I could do to not cry... I ran up to him and gave him the biggest hug and kiss! HE WAS HOME... I didn't want to let go... I wanted the moment to last forever! As I stood there hugging him and causing a small scene I'm sure, he pulled me away briefly and told me to look at his face... as I did he held me and shared the best news...that he wouldn't be going back to Iraq... that he was going to stay home! WHAT? HOW? WHAT'S GOING ON? IS EVERTHING OK? Come to find out, he is going to take command of the Rear Detachment for the remainder of the deployment. For various reasons regarding the prior staff, they were removed and Jerry was assigned as the commander. I'm still in shock! There are hundreds of wives in the battalion who all have husbands over in Iraq... and of all of them, MY husband gets to stay home. It was (IS!) quite amazing and humbling all at the same time.

The next day was spent with the Roland's and visiting with family. After that, we hit the road for Fort Carson. He had to get right back to the office and assume command immediately (this was the reason for the initial urgency as it was imperative that Jerry get home sooner than later) so we didn't get any "days off," but that's ok with me... I'm just thankful he gets to come home each night. So, here we are now at day 17 that he has been home and already it's been quite busy. Yesterday we attended a memorial service for a fallen soldier from the unit and that was hard. I know the next several months are going to be long (especially for Jerry) but we are both just so glad and thankful that he is home!

For all of you faithful prayer partners out there... THANK YOU from the bottom of our hearts! God indeed answered your prayers in allowing Jerry to stay safe while he was gone for 6+ months and He gave us an additional blessing by allowing Jerry to stay home. Thank you for rejoicing with us! We have received emails and phone calls already from many of you and they have blessed us both. Please continue to pray for all of the Soldiers still over there. They have several months to go and need your prayers.

So, here are a couple pictures of Jerry and family right after he came home. I didn't get a single one of us in the airport and I was so bummed! I had on a cute little dress and everything! Oh, well... here are some from the following day...

The Petty's came out to take some pictures for the whole Roland family that afternoon, so this is just a crop of Jerry and I. I'm hoping the others look a little better... we both have huge smiles in this one... I wonder why??!!

More Smiles...

Lots of Hugs...

Much Gratefulness...

Excitement from the little ones... (not sure what's with the glasses on Tim!)

An extra bonus was that Dean got to be home on leave at the same time... it was great seeing the "brothers" together!

Two proud Army wives with their Soldiers! It was a great day indeed!

I've got several more pictures to post, including more from Guam that I never had time to add. So, I'll write more again soon. Also, my dad and mom along with CJ and NellieMae are all in Israel right now on a 14 day trip with folks from their church. So, please be praying for them as they're getting to see all sorts of incredible things. The three younger kids are staying in Guam with other friends from church, so please be praying for them too as Mom and Dad are gone. Thank you all so much! Love and hugs, Erin and Jerry

Happy New Year!

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 06:32:34 GMT

As promised, here is another Guam update! I can't believe it's already March 1st. Time has gone by so fast while I've been out here... it's been almost 3 months! I just hung up with Jerry and he sounded good, just really tired. So, please continue to pray for him as he has had some long days. I received several emails in response to my last update and folks have been asking for more pictures. I finally got more uploaded so I'll just write a caption under each picture so I don't bore anyone with my long journal entries. I plan on flying off island around the 10th of March to get ready for Jerry's arrival. He comes home THIS MONTH, Lord willing!!

I've learned several new phrases while I've been out here. One being "on island" or "off island" as mentioned in the previous paragraph. The first time I was here I said something to one of the locals about being "out of town" or "going to town" to run errands and they looked at me so funny. Come to find out, there are no towns on the island, but villages. And if anyone leaves, they don't leave town, they go off island! Just thought I'd share incase any of you find yourself on an island...

I feel like I'm already used to island food too.. for those that know me well, I don't eat shrimp or fish...of any kind, raw or cooked, except tuna... from a can, but I have branched out and have several new favorite foods! Dad and Shane went fishing and brought home Mahi Mahi not too long ago... it was just delicious! I've also tried sashimi and fresh tuna wraps and enjoyed them as well. On the flight over in December, I was wondering how I was going to make it with little "American" food seeings how I was served rice and fish 3 times on the airplane. But I find myself craving shrimp patties and red rice... a local favorite! (Many people eat to live... I'm one of those that lives to eat! Hah!) My time here has been most enjoyable and I'm going to miss my family so much when I leave but I can't wait to have Jerry home! Without further ado, here are a couple highlights from New Year's Eve...

We started the day by playing at Family Beach with folks from Harvest. We all brought snacks and enjoyed a fun afternoon of playing in the sun in the beautiful ocean. Everyone had fun on the jet ski too... CJ and NellieMae took me on several rides and I thoroughly enjoyed it!

Here is another beach shot...Pastor and Mrs. Herron, Dad, and Josh all enjoying some visiting... I couldn't get my mom to sit still... she was always up cleaning or taking care of the kids! She's the one in the Hawaiian pants in the back...

After several hours at the beach, we all came home and had dinner and played catch phrase... it was so much fun! We played guys-against-girls which was a trip. Any time you get that many people together to play that game it's a hoot! This night was no exception. I missed Jerry so bad!

CJ and NM looked cute in this one... I guess I decided to close my eyes for a second...

This was fun... watching the fireworks from the 10th story balcony...the view couldn't have been better! We all gathered together just before midnight and read a Bible passage and prayed, then did the countdown. I called Jerry and had him on the phone when I rang in the new year. Then 7 hours later he called me and I rang it in with him! I was just so glad we were able to talk. It made it so special. I'm just so excited I can finally say Jerry will be home THIS YEAR!! We have been waiting for that for over 4 months!

After the fireworks we came in and got pillows and blankets and turned on a family favorite movie "Remember the Titans" and watched it on the "big screen." It was a long but fun day. I missed Jerry so much and was glad I didn't have to spend the holidays alone.

Thank you for checking back... I'm going to get ready for our evening service at church. All of you back home are sleeping soundly as it is around 0130 on Sunday morning for you. Just so you know... Sunday is going to be a great day... I know because it's already almost over and mine has been great! Sweet dreams to all of you, Jerry and Erin

An Update. It's about time, I know!

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 12:02:24 GMT

Hello once again! I feel like I should say Merry Christmas, Happy New Year, and Happy Valentine's Day too since I haven't been on here in forever:) I made it to Guam around December 10th and have been really enjoying my time out here. It did take me a couple days to get adjusted to the 16 hour time difference;) My family, like all of the other family I've stayed with during my 5+ month trip, has been so welcoming and made me feel right at home. I missed them all so much and it has been a blast getting to spend time with each one. As for Guam, it is great to be back on the island. So much has changed from when I was here about 18+ years ago. I can see why my family likes it so much... beautiful weather... gorgeous ocean... amazing ocean view apartment... a fabulous church... and some great friends that they have made along the way. I am quite spoiled living here already and have come to really enjoy my frequent trips to the beach or even the pool to sit out and enjoy the sun:) Having said that though, I miss my home in Colorado and am really looking forward to going back. Being with all of the family has really helped to pass the time Jerry has been gone; it's hard to believe we're about half way through the deployment already!!!

I am going to post some pictures from Christmas since I haven't done that yet but first an update on Jerry... thank you once again for your all of your prayers. He is doing well and I thank Jesus for that every day. Jerry says hi from northern Iraq and he can't wait to get back home! He actually just finished moving the battalion to another FOB... yes, all 900+ of them picked up and moved "homes." Not sure exactly why (seeings how they were nearly half way into the deployment) but it had something to do with the fact that their battalion was needed somewhere else. Being the officer in charge of supply and logistics, I think it was pretty much a nightmare for him, but as usual, he pulled it off. I know it meant many short nights for the poor guy too. I don't know how he keeps going... he never ceases to amaze me. (Did I mention that I love him and miss him terribly?) The traveling part always makes me nervous so I am glad that he is there and safe. Mail has started to run again and I love getting packages in the mail to him. It gives us both something to look forward to. Our phone conversations have been quite intermittent the last 3 weeks or so... it just makes me so thankful for those days when we could talk for 20 or so minutes without phone interruptions. I guess there really aren't any cell towers where he is and the signal that he sometimes is able to pick up is distorted by the bad sand storms they have tear through their part of the world. We have been able to email and we're pros at that since that was mainly how we communicated during the first deployment. The great news is that Jerry officially has his leave date for R&R so I should be able to see him Lord willing the last week of March! Hurray! Hurray! When he arrives, we'll be 7 months into our 12 month deployment so the 2nd goodbye shouldn't be as bad (yeah right!).

Anyway, I'll close with a couple pictures from Christmas and once again, thank you for checking back. I'll post more in a couple days or so... I've got hundreds of Guam pictures now!

Love and hugs to you all, Erin and Jerry

This was taken the morning after I arrived. The pastor's wife and several other girl friends all got together with my mom and sisters and took me out to breakfast at one of the local hotels. We ate outside and ...

This was our view... just amazing!

This is all of us standing by one of the huge out door Christmas trees located in downtown Oahu. Dad was taking us out to a nice dinner that evening and boy was that fun!

At the hotel where we stayed, there was complementary shuttle/trolley service all over the island. Its amazing what you learn to live without... I couldn't believe I was in Hawaii again and was anxious to go sight see.... my family however hadn't been to Wal-Mart in over 6 months so that was the first stop we made! Who would have thought? Go to Hawaii to go to Wal-Mart? We're still laughing about that!

Me on the phone with Jerry... I was watching the sun set on Waikiki Beach... It was beautiful and brought back so many memories of our honeymoon in Maui... hard to believe that was almost 4 years ago:) I miss my Jerry so much...

This was the beautiful sunset... just breath taking!

Well, this is it for now. Like I said I've got so many pictures... I'll have to sift through them and post some more in a couple days... Cheers!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Wed, 10 Dec 2008 01:31:34 GMT

Hi Folks! Merry Christmas to you all! I hope this note finds you cozy and well, enjoying the holiday season. I do believe it's one of my most favorite times of the year! I envision snow... lots of snow... hot chocolate... elk hunting with my Soldier... a good movie sitting by the fire place... But then I quickly snap back into reality remembering sadly that my Darlin is not here, there is not snow for hundreds of miles, no elk in sight, and if I do have hot chocolate I'll have a fan blowing on me to keep from sweating. Hah! Christmas in south-east Houston is indeed different than Christmas in Colorado;) And where I'm going, it's going to get even warmer! I'm heading out tomorrow morning for Guam to spend the rest of December (and then some) with my family. I think most of you know I lived out there about 20 years ago when I was a little girl. So, I'm excited to go back and see how things have changed and spend some time with my family. I'll send updates from there I'm sure, so we can still all stay in touch.

Jerry is still doing well, so thank you for your continued prayer support. He has informed me that he has been sharing his snacks and goodies I've been sending... with a little mouse! Poor guy! I offered to send some mouse traps, but he said he found some over there. I'm anxious to see what he catches! I guess I said something funny on the phone the other day and he laughed so hard... it was so good to hear! Sometimes it hurts when I think about how much I miss him and the time we have to spend apart. But thankfully we've got nearly 15 weeks behind us! And most importantly, we are both right where the Lord wants us. As hard as it is being apart, God's grace has been abundant and we are so thankful for the relationship we have with Christ as well as the relationship He has given the two of us. Honestly, I don't understand how people live life without Jesus!

Before I headed overseas, I did want to include some pictures of me with the Rolands! They have been so kind to let me share a room with Kelley while I've been here trying to finish the last week or two of the semester. Thankfully, all reports are turned in, all papers are written, all labs are filled out, and all tests have been taken! Hurray! On a different note, we went and got the tree the other day and it was so much fun! I love tree shopping... even if it is at Home Depot:) Then Kelley and I made some Christmas cookies... these peanut butter kiss cookies are a Giese family favorite!

Thank you all again for checking back. I hope each of you have a great week! Please keep Jerry in your prayers as well as all of the other soldiers away from family and friends during the holidays. Also if you would please pray for my grandpa... he was admitted back to the hospital for another round of chemo.

Merry Christmas!

Jerry & Erin

All of us at Home Depot's tree farm picking "the tree" for the house! It smells beeeeaaauuutiful and looks so lovely with lights and ornaments. Even if I can't have a tree at my house this year, I'm glad I get to share trees with the family! After putting on the lights and decorations we turned on some Roland family videos from over 10 years ago... that was a hoot! Fun times. Oh, and notice the long sleeves... I think that was the ONE ~~cold~~ cool day so far this winter.

Kelley and I making some delicious cookies...

Me and my two "study partners." I was taking a test later on that evening and they wanted to come "help!" I'm so glad to be done with the semester! Hurray again! My laptop has been to Iraq and back... Don't you love the subtle message my husband was trying to give the Iraqis?

And last but not least, here is one of Jerry and I elk hunting in Colorado October 2007. It was fffffrrreeezzzing, but we had so much fun! I can't wait to go next year... Jerry will be back just in time!

Happy Thanksgiving!

Sat, 29 Nov 2008 06:31:04 GMT

Hello Folks! Happy Thanksgiving! Hard to believe it's that time of year already, huh? I'm dreadfully sorry for just now posting. So many things have been going on and one day last week I thought I would take a moment to catch up. So, I changed the background...and that was it. But after many emails and calls from friends and family, I figured it was indeed time to update again! I've been all over the place it seems... Dallas (with grandparents), Montgomery (with my older sister), Conroe (with the Roland's), Quinlan (a visit with Dad's sister and her family), and so on. So, here is a not-so-quick update!

Before I go into too many details, let me first say thank you again for your continued prayer support for my husband. Jerry is doing well and continues to work long days (like 18 and 20 hour days) serving his battalion. He works between two different FOBs (Forward Operating Bases) since the battalion is somewhat spread all over. He has "homes" at both places and thankfully he gets cell phone reception in both places too (most of the time). It is really a blessing getting to talk to him so much. It was quite the opposite during the last deployment (as many of you know), so the frequent emails and phone calls from him just brighten my life and comfort my heart. He is such an energy-giver and I feel many times he is the one encouraging me when I feel like I should be doing that for him. He is just amazing! I have fun buying him things and sending him packages and he has even surprised me a couple times and sent things to me too! Speaking of which, I do have his address for those who would like it. I don't want to post it here so if you are interested, just send me an email (erinmollyroland@yahoo.com) and I'll send it to you.

Thanksgiving was quite different for both Jerry and I this year as we were both so far apart. I had to work hard to not wallow in self-pity the whole day. I only cried once but thought about crying about 10 other times. I drove to Dallas to spend the weekend with my grandparents since they were going to be all alone. As most of you know, my grandpa was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia about 6 weeks ago and got to come home from the hospital this week for the first time! I was in Dallas earlier in the month for about 2 weeks helping while he was in the hospital but left to go back home (to Conroe) to get more school done, take exams, and do some sewing for a wedding. But like I was saying, our families were all spread out this time which made it a little untraditional. But thank goodness for cell phones! We were all talking to each other multiple times throughout the day! The Giese's were all out in Guam, Christina was home sick with her husband and kids, CarrieLynn was with her husband's family, the Roland's were at their house celebrating with Dad Roland's family, and Jerry worked the whole day (poor guy!). I know they did have a Thanksgiving meal and he told me he also got a visit in with the BDE commander when he came down to spread "Thanksgiving cheer."

Anyway, things have been going well for me too. I've had my head in my books as much as possible trying to finish the semester. Thankfully finals are right around the corner and I can be done with school -- until January. I'm still planning on heading out to Guam around the second week of December to spend some time with the Giese's. They came down for a visit for a couple weeks in October and it was so good to see them! It had been almost a year since we had seen each other, so it was long overdue and quite welcome!

Well, so as not to bore you with anymore details of our lives, I'll close with some pictures of the goings on. I wish I had some of Jerry but I don’t. When he comes home for R&R sometime in March I’ll make sure I send him with a nice camera so he can take some pictures for all of us! Thank you again for checking back… I’ll try to be more faithful in getting things posted! Love and Blessing to you all, Erin (for Jerry too)

Grandma and Grandpa on Thanksgiving Day

I tried for over 15 minutes to get the self timer to work on my camera so I could take a picture of the three of us! I needed Jerry... I clearly do not do well with operating electronics:( Needless to say, this is a little up close... it was one of those hold-the-camera-out-and-snap-it pictures. hehe

Here is one of the 4 of us kids goofing around at Christina's house last month! It was so good to be together again!

Here is Grandpa with Mom and Grandma. This was taken the first week that he was admitted (around the middle of October).

I took the kids and NellieMae to a fall festival in Dallas when they were here the end of October. They had fun rock climbing and jumping on those big jumpy things, or whatever they're called!

This was from the quick trip I took with Dad to go see the Hopsons (his sister and family).

Melissa and Heather came in too! It sure was great visiting and spending time with those gals!

I couldn't post without including one of my Presh. No, he's not fishing up in Iraq... these were taken on the San Juan River in Pagosa Springs, Colorado over block leave this past summer! We had so much fun:)

How I love that precious smile! I miss him so much! He'd be on the river every day fly fishing if he could!

My Soldier, Family, and Friends

Wed, 24 Sep 2008 01:45:42 GMT

Greetings from Montgomery, Texas! Thank you for checking back! Jerry is doing well and we are still able to talk quite a bit. He sounds well and as always his voice is just music to my ears. By Thursday of this week he will have been gone 4 weeks. Only 48 more to go! He has had some long days leaving him very tired, many hot days (in the 130s) leaving him quite sweaty, and a couple severe sand storms leaving him feeling quite "gritty," over the course of the last couple weeks. It's a different type of life and living over there. But he doesn't let it get in the way and continues to do his job and serve his battalion. They are still in the process of moving everyone to their FOB, so Jerry has spent a good bit of time at the air base in Kuwait making sure soldiers are going where they need to go. As soon as he is able to take and send some pictures, I'll pass them on. He sends his thanks for the continued prayer support and says hi to everyone!

Things are going well here for us after Hurricane Ike. But I do believe there are quite a few people in the Houston/Galveston area that can't say the same thing. To date, thousands are still without power and as of this past week, many schools, businesses, and grocery stores finally re-opened. There are folks still picking up bits and pieces here and there trying to get their lives back in order. I think Ike did more damage than most people thought.

My evacuation to Killeen (central Texas) to stay with CarrieLynn went great. The drive was fine and the camper towed well (thankfully I didn't need that road-side assistance number on my speed dial!) We had a nice time and she was so sweet to open her home to me and my camper:) She stayed pretty busy most of the time with school and work, so we did most of our visiting in the morning before she left, or after 11:00 in the evening when she got home. Since I too am going to school (all distance learning classes) I was able to get quite a bit done the week I stayed with her. Kit did have off one afternoon so I was able to go up and have lunch with her where she works at Texas Land & Cattle. Thanks Kit for a great week!

I'm also enjoying my time with my older sis and her little kiddos! We have had many fun days together and I enjoy getting to be part of their lives for this brief time. Martin, Millie, Bella, and Elaina seem to be getting cuter with each passing day and they are all so adorable in their own way. I don't know how Christina does it day in and day out... all I know is that she does, and she still has a smile on her face. I get warn out just watching her some times! Here we are outside going for a ride on our way to eat dinner down with her in-laws!

And the evening at the Herzog's was really nice... here I am in the kitchen with Katherine, Mrs. Herzog, and Stephanie.

While staying busy with school, helping Christina out at the house with her little ones, I also go over to the Roland's or to Nani's (Jerry's grandmother) every now and then to spend time with them too. Just before Ike, we celebrated Jesse's and Kelley's Birthdays on a Sunday afternoon and had some yummy ribs and taters! That is one of the great things about being back in the south... you've got all the yummy food! Here are the birthday kiddos...

Jesse turned 15

And Kelley turned 8

I guess I'll sign off for now. I'll post more later on. Love and hugs to all. And thanks to all of my blog viewers and buddies! It's great keeping up with you all!